doli: pogrzeb

the name is the same letter - I have already said that
I'm awake all night again and I'm fed up
dark circles under the eyes and demons as if out of spite
they try to tell me it's my fault
where is this rope?
You said I was killing you
and that's bullshit

where is my happiness
I drowned them in tablets
I am 17 years old
get it
and my pain flies on the loops
i take a break every month
I'm lost
maybe take me on a credo?
and then my hands will break
I am insensitive even after the month

you are on my nerves
why are you looking
since you wrote on FB that you gave it up
I have heard lies already resisting
I overdosed the day before yesterday
I was lying under the fence, come on?

pain - hard to describe, but it destroys from within
leaves with no exit and will tell you again
it's your fault
well well
I'll take my life
and write it down
because you will come to the funeral surprised how a shit