Machine Gun Kelly: LATELY

lately, I’ve been having crazy thoughts
the way I’m living , shit get crazy dark
tell me lately
why we petty talk
and you know I’m tryna change
but it’s very hard

life’s been getting to me
I just started smoking squares
I’m stressed
but they ain’t getting in my circle dawg
we still prepared (for real)
I’m still dealing with some demons that ain;t really there
grew up a screw up
pierced my ear and dyed my fucking hair
in 7th grade
I didn’t even have a bed, I had a chair (for real)
the fuck you think I go so hard for
I got out there (I’m gone)

have you ever had somebody try to take your life?
sometimes, I ain’t safe from myself
when I stay up at night

lately, I’ve been having crazy thoughts
the way I’m living , shit get crazy dark
tell me lately
why we petty talk
and you know I’m tryna change
but it’s very hard
lately, I’ve been having crazy thoughts
the way I’m living , shit get crazy dark
tell me lately
why we petty talk
and you know I’m tryna change
but it’s very hard

look, i promised myself i ain’t never going home
not at all!
9 years old
my momma left me in the cold (god demn!)
what do you think that type of shit do to your sul?
fond someone that finally loved me
still I treat her like a whore
(that shit is fucked up)
damn, it be the shit that don’t know
(they don’t know)
I only smile in public jjust for a show
I know they tried to warn me about my ghost
you know them kids be with them and
now the kids be seeing ghost

lately, I’ve been having crazy thoughts
the way I’m living , shit get crazy dark
tell me lately
why we petty talk
and you know I’m tryna change
but it’s very hard
lately, I’ve been having crazy thoughts
the way I’m living , shit get crazy dark
tell me lately
why we petty talk
and you know I’m tryna change
but it’s very hard

them demons ain’t the only ones that’s up at night
them demons ain’t the only ones that’s up at night
appears the mark of a human being
my demons, god save us
them demons ain’t the only ones that’s up at night